Last night Em and I went to see Bruce Springsteen. It was unexpected that we were able to go, but at the last minute we received free tickets from my aunt and uncle. It’s a long story, but it was gracious of them to give us the tickets. Bruce himself sounded fantastic. The man is truly talented, and has kept the ability to speak both accurately and truthfully to and for his generation.
During the show he played a song from his new album Devils and Dust called “Jesus Was an Only Son”. Bruce gave an intro to this song talking about parenthood, and how much he would sacrifice to give to his children. The song, he said, was a reflection on the fact that Jesus was a son. He was the one and only son of his father and mother. And Joseph and Mary walked with Jesus in His life, and at many points probably walked for Him. In the end, though, Jesus had His own destiny, and His parents couldn’t shield Him from that. Bruce talked about how our choices in life are measured with and against our sacrifices, and about how Jesus was no exception.
There’s a verse in the song that goes like this:
“In the garden at Gethsemane
He prayed for the life he’d never live,
He beseeched his Heavenly Father to remove
The cup of death from his lips”
After this verse Bruce reflected on what Jesus may have been thinking in that moment. I’ll be paraphrasing here, but I’ll put what he approximately said in quotes.
“He was probably thinking about this sweet little bar down in Galilee that has fantastic weather this time of year. And how he could own it, and Mary Magdeline would tend bar (audience laughed here). And they would have lots of kids, and at the end of every day would watch the sun go down. And dream about the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next day…”
Now, I’ve never seen the “Last Temptation of Christ”, and I don’t pretend that we have any accurate info about Jesus’ romantic feelings (using that phrase almost seems heretical, doesn’t it?), but I just had to wonder. Jesus knew His destiny, and He knew what He had to do. But that moment in Gethsemane. Thank God for that moment in Gethsemane… In that moment I can just see and feel His humanity. There was so much He would not experience here on Earth during life. He wouldn’t get married or have children of His own. He wouldn’t build His family a house with the skills He learned from His dad. He wouldn’t grow old together with His friends. And maybe, just maybe, that’s part of what He was thinking in that Garden hours before His death.
I rarely think about this level of His sacrifice. In fact, when I think about this, I almost feel like I’m making Jesus too human. But I’m sure He was entirely human to His best friends, yet entirely more. And He should be entirely human to me as well. So thank you Bruce for saying it in a way I’d never thought of before.
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